My acronym ( 2020 )

I intended to use this canvas as a kind of my own portrait. I put all the possible colors on this canvas (not in the same amount each) and put a little more black. The canvas became black which brought me back to my youth when a woman addressed me and said: Oh black,black Goce as a conclusion to my personality. When I showed it to my wife she called the picture a disaster.
I decided to fix the catastrophe and the final outcome is my portrait acronym, which in addition to colors has two symbols as my philosophy in life(Fulfill the time with eternity, then play with the present, change your past and determine your future) and what was my life in my youth.
This picture was completed this year,2020.